I am going into absolute exile now.I am to avoid everybody.You would do well to stay away from me,I'm in no mood to smile,laugh or giggle my way through the pathetic crowd I face day in day out.I must admit I cant just act innocent and pretend that I wasn't so self absorbed,or vain or probably just too darn self conscious about every thing around me.I dare say,I was all that to a fault.I almost risked the greater good for something infinitely more lesser.Like its predecessors the fault is mine.The future is inevitable,I need to face it and brace it,and to do that I need to STUDY STUDY STUDY,do nothing else but Study,plant the studying attitude let it blossom and ROOT OUT everything else.

P/s God bless Micheal Jackson,life will never be the same without you,I hope the next birth you take will be to your liking.Om shanti

Michael Jackson - Man in the mirror

Aum Ganesha

Aum

My skinny physique,somniferous eyes,sunken face and unbearably untidy hair might suggest that I'm well on my way towards success.I suppose there is some truth in that.But unfortunately,my current grades seem to prove otherwise. Rest assured ,I'm in no mood to give up.Not even if all hell breaks loose.Because sooner or later I'll find my way around every problem.

Dear Ganesha,


Please guide me in my studies.

Aum Namah Sivayah

Love,
your daughter
Meena


Get Right back,Maxine Nightingale

Halt

NONsense

10 things you should know about me:

1. I am allergic to other people's Karmic Aura.
2. I get headache from prolonged conversations.
3. I suffer when I see other people eat,this happens only when I am extremely full.
4. I think homework should be abolished.A bloody waste of my precious time.
5. Save a few comrades,all social durians/butterflies (which ever you prefer) are exempt from my attention.
6. I liked my old hair better.There was something unruly and uncouth about it that made me more me!
7. I spend half my life in a daze.That's why I smile a lot,So don't get the wrong idea.
8. I used to eat colgate when I was young.
9. If I am a guy,I will most likely end up becoming a soldier for the Tamil Tigers in Sri Lanka.
10. I play dumb all the time to avoid conflicts and awkward moments.
    

Anyways that's that about me,

Here's a big,huge, GARGANTUAN and MAMMOTH shoutout to my SOUL MATE .I CALL HIM SKOOB

SAYANG DEAREST,I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I DON'T PHOBIC YOU AT ALL.
I KNOW I USED TO FLIRT WITH OTHER GENRES OF SKOOB'S JUST LIKE YOU,BUT THOSE WERE JUST SURFACE INFATUATIONS YA,SO YOU SHOULDN'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY.THE RELATIONSHIP WE HAD PREVIOUSLY WAS BASED SOLELY ON LUST.THAT'S WHY WE COULDN'T SUSTAIN IT.I'M GONNA CHANGE THAT CONCEPT.I AM SORRY I FALTERED.I PROMISE YOU THAT THIS IS GOING TO BE A LASTING RELATIONSHIP OUTTA PURE AND HARDCORE PASSION FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND NOTHING I MEAN NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT FOR US.OKAY

I PHILIC YOU SO MUCH SO THAT I AM WILLING TO BE YOU SIGNIFICANT OTHER HALF.

AND BESIDES YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A HEART BEAT TO BE MY OTHER HALF,BECAUSE I LIKE YOU THE WAY YOU ARE.YOUR INDIFFERENT EXTERIOR AND YET IMPOSSIBLE TO IGNORE CONTENT MAKES ME CRAVE FOR MORE OF YOU.


OM SHANTHI SHANTHI

Here is substantial prove why I cant come online anymore for the next few months.


Chapters I must finish by November





Chemistry

Physical chemisty:

1. Matter
2. States of matter:Gas
3. Liquids and Solids
4. Electronic Structure of atoms
5. The periodic table
6. Chemical bonding
7. Shapes of molecules and Ions
8. Intermolecular forces
9. Reaction Kinetics
10. Chemical equilibrium
11. Ionic Equilibrium
12. Phase Equilibrium
13. Electrochemistry
14. Thermochemistry

Organic Chemistry

1. Introduction to organic Chemistry
2. Alkanes
3. Alkenes
4. Arenes
5. Halohydrocarbons
6. Hydroxy Compounds
7. Carbonyl Acids
8. Carboxylic Acids
9. Amines
10. Amino Acids and Proteins
11. Poymers

Inorganic Chemistry

1. The Periodic Table and Periodicity
2. Group 2 elements
3. Aluminium
4. Group 14 elements
5. Nitrogen
6. Group 17 elements
7. d-Block elements

Biology

1. Chemicals of life
2. Cell Structure
3. Cellular control
4. Photosynthesis
5. Respiration
6. Nutrition
7. Gaseous Exchange
8. Transport
9. Homeostasis
10. The Nervous System
11. Chemical Coodination
12. Immunity
13. Reproduction
14. Development
15. Growth
16. Genetics and heredity
17. Mutation
18. Population Genetics
19. Modern Genetics Technology
20. Taxonomy
21. Biodiversity
22. Variation and Theory of Evolution
23. Ecosystem
24. Quantitative ecology

Mathematics T

Mathematics 1

1. Numbers nd sats
2. Polynomials
3. Sequence and series
4. Matrices
5. Coordinate Geometry
6. Functions
7. Differentiation
8. Integration

Mathematics 2

1. Trigonometry
2. Geometry Deduction
3. Vectors
4. Differential Equation
5. Data Description
6. Probability
7. Discrete Probability Distribution
8. Continuous Probability Distribution
   

Pengajiam Am(objective)

1. Konsep Kenegaraan
2. Perlembagaan
3. Perlembagaan Malaysia
4. Sistem Pentadbiran Negara
5. Sistem Perundangan Malaysia
6. SistemKehakiman Malaysia
7. Dasar Dalam Negara
8. Dasar luar Negara
9. Isu Semasa
10. Penyelesaian Masalah

I'm not exactly of of first rate Intelligence,so my questions is how do I get around this foreboding predicament I'm facing????





I'll be seeing you at the end of the year with some answers.

That Profane word

While there is a large majority of people who are generous in executing the four letter word in almost every situation thrown at them,there are also the minor few who abstains from uttering such a despicable word even though that word and all its derivates are versatile enough to append to any kinda situation(be it good or bad)

I suppose,my subservience in nature and sunny disposition has made the world to generally categorize me to fit the latter rather than the former.F**k.

Ah well,I cant help it if my outward features give me a somewhat stupid appearance.But nonetheless,I know how to counteract that,all I got to do to look old,thin and ugly is to study real hard.Working my way towards it.

Just a few examples to show why I was compelled to use the four letter word a lot of late :

1)What the f**k does he mean?
2)Why the f**k are they laughing at me?
3)I am not a f*****g laughing stock.
4)Why the f**k is she laughing like a hyena?
5)That chemistry man should just shut the f**k up and mind his own goddamn business.

Now I'm starting to feel guilty about using the four letter word.I should just stop using the word altogether.It sounds somewhat disturbing,even obscene coming out of my mouth.

So ends my cursing days.Now I'm as holy as they make em apparently.

2008,though hardly significant is now lost forever.

I must improve myself from this stage




Into this stage.





Okay aspiring to be Einstein is too much.I admit I'm not equipped in the Philosophy of Ingeniousness,so I do not think that I can come up with anything as stunning as the Theory if Relativity(or anything of that sort).But still there is nothing wrong in aspiring to be almost Smart.What I mean is studiously smart etched with a little(or maybe a lot of) natural intelligence.


So my resolutions for 2009 is mainly for my own self improvement and it is as follows:

1. Confidence ,ensued with an unmatched intellectual brilliance which must also be attached with humility and good nature.
2. I must do mathematical sums in abundance,and target for perfection for all mathematics test.
3. I must read,master and retain all information on biology.
4. Chemistry is too be made as a therapeutic subject,and my knowledge in chemistry must surpass excellence it must reach perfection.
5. Extensive command in English.
6. To refrain from harboring hatred/dislike towards any entities,and to never show hostility either.
7. To be of a calm and composed disposition,even during unexpected or tragic turn of events.
8. To avoid going to all public/social events.
9. Must minimize contact with human beings.
   
10. Self control is of utmost importance
11. Must be Violently studious.
12. Must get 4A's for STPM.

All this resolution must be achieved especially the LAST ONE as it is essential in ensuring the survival of this individual,lest she should die of a broken heart by the end of 2009.

I am quite pleased to note that I have spent my holiday reading 3 good books.

Pride and Prejudice,by Jane Austen



The Last Lecture,by Randy Pausch.




And The Alchemist,by Paulo Coelho.

1. 

Despite the fact that I have done something fruitful by reading these books,I also have to note(with great pain)that I have disposed a majority of my time in the most idle and frivolous manner(namely by seeing too much tv).And to watch all that useful time go by without even making an inch of an attempt to do anything about is even more painful to note.Just one word.Laziness.

Right now as we speak my life is being dominated by laziness.Luckily for you,I choose not to lament about my great laziness.But rather,I would like to publicly disclose the latest news in my life.I have(after much consideration),decided to get rid of my facebook account.Namely for the following reasons.

1. I do not like the idea of keeping a social profile until you die.
2. I am not a social climber.And thus my life is not influenced by pretension and social aspirations.(as Miss Potter puts it)
3. Substantiating the fact that you have a large number of acquaintances by the number of friends you have in your social network doesn't necessarily mean your a good and friendly person.
4. Too much time is being exerted on a unprofitable network.(Knowledge is profit,no knowledge no profit)
5. Let's just put it this,I find Facebook utterly utterly useless.

Now I am also thinking about disposing my interpals profile.And it is only for 2 reasons:

1. I must admit that I am a most negligent and dilatory correspondent.
2. I can't log in into my interpals profile due to some computer problems I am facing now.

You must be wondering,Why with my disposition that abhors socializing so much,did I in the first place even get a social profile?
Well,the only answer I have to that is that I made a rash decision.I acted on the impulse of the moment,everyone was getting a facebook account and it is because of that I was sorely tempted to get one.Now that it is all over,I am thoroughly satisfied.

Before I end this blog post,I would like to thank my niece Sasha(who's birthday is imminent) for helping me delete my facebook account.A trivial burden is now released from my shoulders.